dear God, help.

bring me back.

amen.

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i watched the Time Traveler's Wife with LL M SH and YH today. it triggered many feelings in me. it made me scared, it made me miss people, yet it made me laugh too. it was a good movie, the story of 2 lives intrinsically intertwined in past present and future. what caught me especially was 2 scenes: 1st was the scene where Henry meets his mother on the subway, and told her how much her son loved her. 2nd was the scene when Henry came back to the present on his last Christmas.

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i read someone's blog archives today. somehow, they seem to run synonymous with my thoughts. its comforting to know another feels the same, even if the person does not even know about it. the older, the more worries. i miss the past.
also...don't get me wrong, please. its even harder that way.

im dry, im hungry, im tired. i miss Your Word. i miss You.