oh it did! anyway cass and jj, this for you: you can do it! really, believe that you can.

anyway the purpose for this post was not to revive the blog from its hiatus, but to just express a bugging thought. it's so terrible to sit around waiting for things to happen! 2 choices, try and work things out on my own or wait for things to happen. but things are in God's hands and will, so i will just wait.