i don't know why im here blogging again, but this seem to be a place where i can express random thoughts that are bursting out of my head.

anyway, its pointless to read because it is normally not that interesting anyway. if one is looking for a blog post that is able to capture their interest and thoughts, this is probably not one of the places to look for it. moreover, my posts are usually confusing, as there's no context to go with it. conclusion is yours to make.

well, i wanted to say that music really influences my emotions, especially when i'm feeling vulnerable. when i'm feeling vulnerable, some music comforts, some music enlightens me, some music encourages me. i thank God as at times they are like answers speaking to my heart. yet on second thought, if i base my thoughts on the music alone, it would be quite dangerous. i need to learn to discern what is from God and what is from silly temptations and from the ultimate deceiver, trying to make me think otherwise.

thus its so so important to know the heart of God, WWJD? have to keep praying for shields, discernment, wisdom and courage. i feel that im failing in it, so terribly. so many things attacking. stay strong, stay strong.

Matthew 7 : 24-27
²⁴"Therefore everyone who hears these words of mine and puts them into practice is like a wise man who built his house on the rock. ²⁵The rain came down, the streams rose, and the winds blew and beat against that house; yet it did not fall, because it had its foundation on the rock. ²⁶But everyone who hears these words of mine and does not put them into practice is like a foolish man who built his house on sand. ²⁷The rain came down, the streams rose, and the winds blew and beat against that house, and it fell with a great crash."