cheesiness and fact

how ah? im getting really nervous. all the bad vibes and unforeseeable predicaments. somehow i also get this nagging feeling that trust is dwindling..and i play a big part in it. i'll just pray that everything goes well.

oh and by the way, i thank God for giving me wonderful friends. you know who you are. thanks for being such great pals all the years. like when you all just say something, and it hits spot on at the thing im thinking about, you know what im thinking aye? hahaha oh no all my language diffused out of my brain over the holidays. but anyway, its just when some thoughts just so "coincidentally" occur simultaneously and its kind of unexplainable? how can i put it? its just as if you read my mind, but nobody can do that except God. therefore, it must have been God putting that thought in your mind, and when you say it it just hits me there and then. haha oh my it sounds rather confusing. its okay if you don't understand, anyway, just thanks for being just there. i love you all the way you are.