tday the leaders stood at the front of the comp lab and we had a session of reflections.

i think what they said were true; negative energy doesn't do any help to anyone; it hurts that our hard work will go down the drain if nth is done; we don't want to see ms sia disappointed after evry performance; we cld even get a COP; if the day comes and we get announced silver again, it's too late.
i was looking forward to SYF alot. i thought it cld be a day of breakthrough, a moment of intense glory and happiness that is only for that moment. i really want the GOLD and i wonder if everyone thinks this way. if we're in this tgt, we can only put in what we have and spend the last snippet of time we have fruitfully. we can't say 'oh, but it's too tough, we're never going to make it' and create a crack in our aim for the gold.
what i feel is that time is short. i don't mind more practices, more scoldings and more ms sia. it's this passion for this band that i'm feeling that is making me focus only on this SYF and to not mind so much about the rest. i love this band;i've always loved us since sec 1.

i don't want to have another regret.

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shall continue tmr.