valentine's day and chinese new year celebrations have just passed in the blink of an eye!
first, to all that so lovingly(yeah! hehe) gave me all those chocs and cakes and other sweet treats, thank you! i feel loved :D
i made cookies for lots of people, but they weren't enough for everybody. sry! are they nice? they are solid and hard, but some people told me they were nice-.- i can't bake really well, so i'll try again next time.
thank you wanning for your sweet red letter! it was the only letter i received-.-
tday's CNY celebrations were okay..do they do these every year? sec 1s will go up singing and dancing and there will be the lion dance with the da tou wawas. but i think sakunika was very cute up there mcing, she was so enthusiastic! gillian and her abacus was super funny;"there will be no moon tonight." mr khoo was most amusing as well; "my beard? days are hot, so i went for haircut!" HAHA lame. dong dongdongciang!



sometimes, i find it tough to be an ASL. it's fun of course, plus it gives you the sense of responsibility that pushes you to take action. i really want my section to improve and be up to ms sia and mr ong's standard; i don't ms sia or mr ong to complain that we are wasting time, not feeling the rhythm, having a bad tone, not have intonation, sticking out and the likes. i wish someone would come and tell me if what i do is correct; those little corrections of my fellow saxys' playing, clapping of rhythm, telling them to breathe tgt... we are a section, a wonderful section that can make it if we work tgt and work HARD, keeping our eyes on our little friend away in the distance. tell me when you think i suck in teaching yall, if you find me doing something wrong, all these. or i will find it funny.. i'm correcting yall, then i do nothing about myself. nono. it's just a few months more and we'll be going different directions yet again.. let's make these few months unforgettable and be tough and united! we are a great section so we can make extraordinary music. jiayou!


I want to give in my best and more.
Oh Lord, in my weakness you make me strong.

You're my strength when I am weak
You're the treasure that I seek
You're my all in all.

i feel so stupid and dumb, seeing that it does not affect you the least whereas it still gives me a twinge of melancholy to watch from afar. i have no inkling how to stop.
'it does not do to dwell on dreams and forget to live, remember that.'



whispering hope