the lingering memory

greetings to all out there. sorry that i've been MIA for such a long time and that it's already the end of second week of January! i don't know where to start.. i'm swamped by the amount of homework, looking for piano scores, band.. i'm in class 3Alibaba if you didn't know. i think i've been negleting God for a long time and it's time to get back on track, but i just think God has been active in my life by blessing me with good teachers, blessing my family with a good ole' contractor uncle Jason who is turning my house 10 years younger, blessing me with wonderful fellowship time with friends and mates, and making me feel that i've not been really wasting my time. of course, the bouts of worry, moodiness still comes along with some struggles i still face but..God is faithful. He is in charge and there is nothing to worry about. except for the fact that i'm neglecting Him, which has to change.

it sure is depressing to be so 'old' suddenly. i wish i was back in sec 1! but there's no turning back the clock.. it's cause we're living in a sad world. HAHA yeahyeah i'm just waiting to use this phrase. so ignore that!


well, i was just thinking.. thinking if time could just stop, and we'd stay this way..forever. but there is no such thing.