everytime i read ah, i'd find something that links. is it me paranoid, or is it meant to be?
i want to confidently say once and for all i let this go.

grr. if i did i would never read again. i know what i mean.

my heart is locked up in steel bolts and chains. lol sound stupid. of course not, or else my soft warm heart will be squished and have stretch marks. eee

today's learning journey to a indian temple in chinatown was..okay. shopping was kinda a waste of time, but i spent $3 on 3 metal bookmarks! at the shop, the instrumental version of the song "draw me close" played(thanks michy!). subconsciously i said the "i'm your friend" part while choosing a bookmark. it suddenly dawned to me that it was christian, so my head snapped up and the shop uncle was also looking and smiling at me. haha. it seemed unlikely, like something of such sort won't happen..but well it did. amusing experience.

oh you. i don't know why but i see it clearly now. i am upset, but you don't know it, so there.

kk, i really must do my revision now. NOW!